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Don'tDon't Cry,
On this day,
For you're special in every way.

Don't be Alone.
There's people who care,
Even in your despair.

Don't think,
For the monsters of reality will roam;
You'll remember the place you call home.

Don't Change,
You are unique;
You are you;
And I wouldn't change a thing.

Dearest friendDearest friend,

I hope this finds you well.
I know you've been through hell.
But today is special.
For a special person like you.

You who saved my life
So many times.
You who makes me smile.
You who makes me hang on for awhile.

I'll never forget you,
Wherever you may be.
Just know that you will always have me.
And I will always be there for you.

Whenever you fall,
I'll pick you up.
Whenever you feel worthless,
I'll tell you how truly amazing you are.

You Say you're not good enough,
But how could that be?
Because you are truly perfect to me
And always will be.

I love you, dear friend.
Forever til the end.
For you're perfect to m

Please Don't Leave MePlease Don't Leave Me

Me without you is like
Life with no rain
I'd be in so much pain.

Please Don't Leave Me

Don't listen to what they say.
You're perfect in your own way
I can't live without you for a day.

Please Don't Leave Me

A day without you is like
A lifetime with no sun.
There'd be no fun.

Please Don't Leave Me
I love you so much.

Walk One Mile in My ShoesI want you to walk one mile,
Just one, in my shoes.
I want you to see how you can hurt me,
I want you to see what goes on behind my masks.

I want you to know what it's like
When a person is rejected because they're different.

I want you to know how I feel
When people ignore me.

I want you to understand my pain
When people laugh at me.

I want you to walk one mile,
Just one, in my shoes.
I want you to see what happens when I pick myself up,
I want you to see the beauty in my life.

I want you to know how I express myself.
My words are like cold bullets.

I want you to know what I am capable of.
My strength is like steel.

I want

Perhaps SorrowPerhaps sorrow is not what I thought.
Perhaps it is really the color of gold.
Perhaps it feels to the touch like silk.
Perhaps it has the scent of crushed roses.

Perhaps I couldn't hang onto it, even if I tried.
Perhaps it would float away like the wind.
Perhaps it would hide like a shadow.
Perhaps it would fall through my fingers like water.

Perhaps sadness is an invitation, not the invitation I hoped for, not the gold-engraved invitation -- yet an invitation, nonetheless.

Perhaps it's inviting me to join it on an adventure.
Perhaps if I sat down with it I might learn more about myself.

It might say, "Hello, nice to meet you."
Or

You Don't Know MeYou see that I listen.

You see that I do what others want.

But you don’t know me

You would know me if …

You knew how hard it was to pretend to be someone I'm not.

You knew how I feel sometimes that no one cares.

You knew how I was abused.

You see that I swear.

You see that I cry.

But you don’t know me

You would know me if …

You knew how I hide myself from others.

You knew how I cut to hide the pain.

You knew how I pretend to be happy.

You Don't Know Me

Take me awayTake me away,
To a better place.
Somewhere safe.
Take me away!

For the hopeless;
For the helpless;
For the dreamers.
Take us away!

Somewhere with no pain;
No tears;
No fear;
Take me away.

Let us live
In a better place
Where there's peace.
Take us away!

Where there's no hate,
The pain is only a distant memory,
No more lies.
Take me away.

No more hurting;
No more abuse;
No more trying to fit in;
Take us away!

Take me away,
To a better place.
Somewhere safe.
Take me away.

Her Last DaysShe stared enviously down at the people bustling around. Her long brown hair falling over her shoulders, she wondered why she couldn't be like them. The answer was simple. She couldn't be like them because she had cancer and only seven days to live. The last four words kept repeating in her head. Seven days to live. With the news finally registering in her brain, she sunk to the floor and sobbed. All of her dreams and hopes were ruined. Just then, the door to her hospital room in Saint Jude's Children Hospital opened and in walked her doctor followed by a boy with dark black hair and grey eyes.
"Arrow, this is Danté." the doctor said while m

I'm empty without youI'm empty without you.
You're a piece of me,
And always will be.

I was whole
When you were here,
But you're no longer near.

The memories,
They shined liked a gem.
Now I can't escape them.

You left,
Why?
I can no longer cry.

All my tears are gone.
Dried up from so much crying.
I am no longer trying.

I am empty without you.
You took a piece of me
When you left.

WhyWhy do you hate me?

Is it because I'm difficult?
Or because I'm not smart?
Maybe my lack of heart?

Why am I not good enough?

Is it because I'm not perfect?
Or because I can't cook?
Maybe I just don't have the look?

Why?

It could mean anything, really.
Why me? Why you? Why this? Why that?
So overused, but I still must ask.

Why?

Where were you?Where were you?

When I screamed your name,
You said nothing.
You left me in pain.

Do you think of this as a game?
You must enjoy this so.
Have you no shame?

Where were you?

You were not there
When I needed you most.
You never did care.

So why?
You are the reason
That at night I cry.

Where were you?

In despair,
You left me.
You left me without a care.

Did you ever look back?
To see me looking for you, searching, trying, failing, crying.
Did you see me?

Where were you?

Please do tell,
where you went without a second thought of me.
Please do tell, while I resist the urge to yell.

I hate what you did,
but I don't hate you.
I never cou

YouYou stayed with me
Even though you knew my past;
Said we'll forever last.

Your comforting words
Made me want to try,
Even when I was ready to die.

You helped me through my heartbreak;
Made me see there was more
Than just that fucking whore.

You're amazing.
Funny, Caring, True
Are just a few words to describe you.

No one could ever compare
To you,
That's true.

I love you,
And I hope you feel the same.

SuicideThe spiderwebs slowly grow to the edge.
Oh how I wish I was dead.
I'll never be enough,
So I've given up.

I'm so done with my pathetic existence.
I've committed too many sins to consider repentance.
If it were possible, I wouldn't try.
My only goal in life is to die.

I look over the edge to the riverside.
My only option is suicide.
It could all end there.
No one would even care.

So I sit and I wonder,
But this is the only option I ponder.
This feels so right.
Tonight is the night.

I lean towards the edge, and climb over.
This is the only way to obtain closure.
I hope this is the way to end it.
Falling through the air, I feel sp

Girl with the ScarsI am the happy one, who likes to have fun.

I am the hyper, crazy one, who might randomly laugh.

I am the defiant one, who would never follow the rules.

I am the one with the scars and their secrets.

I am the messed up one, who thinks no one cares.

I am the helpless one, who can’t change her past.

I am the hurt one, but much more hurt on the inside.

I am the one with the scars, and their angry message is a reminder of my weakness.

I am the strong one, who is determined to survive.

I am the dreamer, who imagines a different life, imagines a time when pain was only a distant memory.

I am the childlike one, who remembers when ther

I Am...I Am

Whore
Overwieght
Retarded
Talentless
Hopeless
Loser
Emo
Slut
Sensitive

Useless
Gullible
Lame
Yainch

Skank
Troubled
Ugly
Psychotic
Indecisive
Dumb

Fat
Alien
Knowledge-less
Evil

But most importantly, I Am

Smart
Thankful
Reasonable
Ongoing
Nice
Generous

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Just Another ScarI deserve it.
Every single infliction.
Every single slit.
My secret addiction.

Worthless.
I'm trapped, wanting to be free,
My flaws, my helplessness,
Nothing's good in me.

I'm a bad person.
I don't try to be.
But everything just seems to worsen,
I'm a failure, can't you see?

Blade against skin,
Blood against wrist.
The cut ever so thin.
Tears I must resist.

A bit too deep, I've gone too far.
Another sin confessed.
It's just another scar.
Just another scar to add to the rest.

How are you?"Hey! How are you?"

I'm bad,
Tired,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Alone,
Stressed,
Regretful,
Disconcerting,
Frozen to the core,
Broken,
Ready to cry some more,
Lonely,
Crushed,
Cold,
Life is just rushed...
Defeated,
In so much pain,
Feeling cheated,
Life has no gain,
Not good enough,
Worthless,
Life is just so rough,
A failure,
No one could care less,
Sorry for complaining so much,
Sorry for being selfish and such,

"I'm fine, thanks for asking! And how are you?"

Already DeadI sit on the ground,
And steady my head.
It doesn't really matter.
I'm already dead.

I turn my arm up,
About to begin.
The voices are silenced
As the blade digs in.

First there's a pinch
Then the blood starts to explore.
Forming little red beads,
It soon starts to pour.

I laugh at the sight.
My arm starts to burn.
The monsters inside are dying,
And they start to squirm.

The feeling goes away.
There's a pounding in my head.
There's no hope for me.
I'm already dead.

SilenceThere is no doubt she's coming for me.
The eerie silence is deafening.
Her footsteps,loud, drawing near,
I muffle my cries.
I run off into the blood red dawn.
I feel her presence.
I can feel her dreaming of me,
Falling to my death.

She finds me,
Coming closer.
Inside my head
I'm screaming nd trying to run.
I find myself frozen in place.
She draws a knife,
Piercing into my side.
She kills me slowly, letting the blood drip.
My feet, soaking in blood,
I begin to fall onto the cold ground.
Immense pain clouds my thoughts.

Suddenly, I'm staring into a mirror.
There is a girl clutching a knife
Her eyes meet mine,
They

Feet together, Thighs apartForget disorder
I'm disorderly me
I remember to weigh
But not what to eat
My mother cries
But she just doesn't get it
In the fridge monsters wait
With their lights that are dim lit
The pantry an accomplice
Double teaming with malice
Mother set my demise
China plates and golden chalice
I cannot consume that
I scream and scream
But mother just leaves me
To wail and to dream
Of a life she calls happy
Of a life I call fat
She's met by lies and smiles
And a gentleman's tipped hat
I'm met with lies too
But I choose to believe
They say I'll regret this
Well where's my reprieve?
There's no need to question
The life I'll

Chelsea SmileHidden in the darkness he waits for tonight's prey.
While in his hands, a silver bladed
Oblivious I was,
I stumble towards his deadly embrace
Voice so sweet,
His touch a sweet caress
Fevered hands trail along my body
I feel his breath on my face
Be still, he whisperes...
Shining in the moonlight
A blade, cold hard steel
Pierces through my skin,
Slices near my lips
Be still, he whispers...
You are my masterpiece.
A kiss upon the forehead,
A stab near my heart
Urging me to scream in pain
With a last look, a smile on his lips
He sings a tune and leaves me in darkness.
A scream, now a hideous smile
A smile of pain, a smil

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Hello, Hello?

by ~thechosenonee1, Feb 14, 2013, 4:23:07 PM
Community Projects / Holidays / 2013 / Be My Valentine

Hello, Hello?

Are you there?
You seem to listen;
You seem to care;
You always seem to be there.

I don't deserve you
'cause I'm not there for you,
Though I wish I could be.

You deserve better, but please
Let me be there for you;
Care for you;
Listen to you

Though I don't deserve it,
Please forgive me again.
I'll try to be there for you
Like you're there for me.

Hello, Hello?

I Love You.

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Hello, Hello?by ~thechosenonee1

Community Projects / Holidays / 2013 / Be My Valentine

©2013 ~thechosenonee1

This is for a friend of mine who I feel like I'm not there for. I'm sorry

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~RenosGirl77 Feb 16, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Just from reading this, it sounds like you are most certainly there for them!! You care, and that's the most important thing. I'm sure they know.

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~thechosenonee1 Feb 16, 2013 Student Writer

Thank you (: I try to be there for her, but I don't feel like I am

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~RenosGirl77 Feb 16, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

It's no problem.

Has she read your poem?

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~thechosenonee1 Feb 16, 2013 Student Writer

Yeah (:

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~RenosGirl77 Feb 16, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Good good, in that case I'm positive she knows that you're there for her, even if you feel like you're not.

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~Freezingsteelmurder Feb 14, 2013 Student General Artist

i am here vuv HUG

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~thechosenonee1 Feb 15, 2013 Student Writer

DON'T HUG ME INTO THAT WATER!

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~Freezingsteelmurder Feb 15, 2013 Student General Artist

too BAD

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~thechosenonee1 Feb 15, 2013 Student Writer

Dammit

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~Freezingsteelmurder Feb 15, 2013 Student General Artist

who was this one 4?

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